Is Suicide My Answer? He asked…Then went home & blew his head off with a shotgun.

Is this what it is going to come down to? Will I be #3 to off myself? How many more L’s will this piss poor life deal to me? I am tired. I failed 12 years ago but I will not fail when (not if) I hit rock bottom again. I will NOT be taking ANYONE else with me for this ride…No Malls, No Schools and No Kids.

Just let this DUD die on my terms.